March 18, 2010

like a badge

I wear my heart like a badge yet I'm self conscious when he asks me if its real. I can never get past the green eyes or the blue eyes. I can never get past the distance or the nonsense. I'm easy to read but I want to learn how to hurt a man. I want to learn how to pretend I don't care. I want to return the favor.

9 comments:

  1. You got a new layout! I love it! How have you been? I hope life is treating you well! :)

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  2. And I have never been able to do that, dear:)
    Oh, I don't know why... at least you are not alone in this case.

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  3. yea? I just felt a strike of anger yesterday it was the strangest thing. I guess I just wish I knew what it feels like to break someone's heart. It's not the loveliest thought...but hey. We are human. haha

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  4. hmm, I think distance is immature; it's like a game, and games are boring. I don't think you should learn to pretend, I like your badge :)

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  5. hila- i really do agree. i just haven't met the right guy yet. who ever he is....will like my badge too. :)

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  6. i love this post, danica.

    i think we all want to feel this way at times. And I am sure you will do it once. And maybe then it won't be what you expected. It may hurt. Just a caution.

    Anyway, all the best to you!

    XXX, Kim

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  7. thanks kim. i agree....or maybe i have hurt a man and i don't even know. ?

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  8. in the end there is a price to pay for pretending - the pretender ends up hurt! wear your badge with pride! i like your writing style and the way you put these thoughts very well - reminds me of sandra cisneros

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  9. starcake- thank you so much! that means a lot.

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